I’m done with it, I’m completely done. Today’s been the worst. I had such an amazing time with my friends, but all I can think about was how many steps I was taking back.

I’m so scared to leave now, what if everything comes along with me. I don’t want it to be a case of “Old crap, new place.” I know I need to talk to someone, and I know how much good that will do for me, but asking for help is the last thing on my mind.

Please let all of this go away tmrw. Please.